i have been producing a video (currently working on the script) about the snl episodes that jude law hosted. i have been in the jude law rabbit hole for years by the way. i'm not a fan of the guy, don't get me wrong, i'm just genuinely a huge nerd about his filmography and his other work like uhh that time he hosted snl.
and yes it's stupid. i think it's stupid too. as i'm literally writing the script i can't help but feel like i'm a giant idiot for doing this. i also keep on second-guessing about my opinions on things. i write a line and then i go wait am i being an idiot for saying that or am i being normal? i think at least this instinct is helpful and will hopefully allow me to not write a shit video. but the former sentiment kinda sucks. it sucks to doubt the validity of your work constantly, while you're working.